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This speech, treated as a sacred text, inspired me to write my first practice Novel RealDraft6Creator Friend or Foe Beginnings
ShiraDestinie
Today’s ‘normal’ date is: Sat Dec 20 2014 12:59:48 GMT+0100 (Romance Standard Time)
Today’s U.N. Date is: Wednesday, December 20. 12014 H.E. (Holocene Era)
Actually it inspired my non-fiction book on Black-Jewish community cooperation first: “Stayed on Freedom’s Call” (free on Internet Archive or The Open Library)
https://archive.org/details/StayedOnFreedomsCall
ShiraDestinie
3 Jan. 12015 HE (Human Era)
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To write? Give meaning to someone else’s death: Write the biography
The question haunts me: why could someone, previously
functional, be broken by time, the currents of events and the
coldness of a system, despite his brilliance?
Yet to create is so much more difficult than to destroy. I
would so have loved to be a serial killer, to laugh at those who
blindly cling to our property system, despising those who go
down in the flames of homelessness while they themselves
clutch at their meager (or vast) possesions as they sink in the
mire of greed and competition. While they go down, they sing
the hymns of empires, missing the irony.
Yet, to create takes time. First, you build something that
looks like shit, and falls down. Then, you build again. It still
looks like shit, but it stands up. Of course, people passing by
see it and say ‘hey -that looks like shit!’ without a thought for
the time it took to learn how to make the damned thing stand
up to begin with. After four or five (or ten) tries, you finally
have something that stands up, does its job, and even looks
good.
Let’s build a world community that actually does the job of
helping each human being reach his or her full potential, and
that also, eventually, looks good.
ShiraDest.
Universal Date: Saturday, 7 January, 12015 HE (Human Era)
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Exploitation generates not only anger but anguish -how to work through old anger left from having been exploited (particularly sexually) as a child, and hox to prevent that same thing from happening to others?
ShiraDest, March, 12015 HE (Holocene/Human Era)
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And new role models for girls? as Simone de B. said: “On ne naît pas femme : on le devient ”
Mais on est subis au pression de faire la maquillage, porter des talons haute, faire des enfants -tous inutile, mais obligatoire, selon tous le monde… 😦
comme changer ça ?
ShiraDest
Avril, 12015 èH (ère Holocène/Humaine)
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Not a ‘third culture kid’ and not Asbergers, as previously thought. The sense of not belonging, of being alien, too polite or humble, not understanding other people, lack of ‘bullshit meter’ was no accident -it came from the grooming process and the power given to the abusers (first at 6, then at 15 yrs old) by my guardians; how could I have known not to trust them, and how could I have refused to obey ?
Now, how do I undo the damage ?
ShiraDest
April, 12015 HE (Human/Holocene Era)
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regarding eating disorders, obesity is often cited as a possible result of CSA, but in the Black community (as I was often denigrated for being skinny), the opposite is the case -a girl is less attractive if she is underweight, and in my case, under-eating killed 2 birds with one stone, since I also stopped menstruating, which left me with less mess to deal with, and I could take control over my own life by refusing something that I saw as a waste of time and money: food.
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Given this history of childhood emotional, physical and sexual abuse, how do I learn to stop being a marty, and accept that I can actually be loved for who I am?
ShiraDest
April, 12015 HE (Human/Holocene Era)
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How to learn (for one with attachment problems due to PTSD starting at 4yr old) to trust in order to build strong friendhip bonds? Self-confidence building via non-external supports? How to build a sense of trust in life and that life is worth living?
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When one has lived fueled by anger over the past 30 years, how does one learn to live for happiness, for freedom, rather than for revenge, or to repair a broken system? If there were no world in need of fixing, what would there be to live for, and how does one find that purpose and joy?
ShiraDest
april 12015 HE (Holocene/Human Era)
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By teaching others to protect themselves ( http://meowdate.dreamwidth.org/6177.html)
and
By writing a book, https://shiradest.wordpress.com/2014/12/20/martin-luther-king-rabbinical-commentary-poster-inspired-a-novel/
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“Quels sont les moyens que vous prenez pour répondre à votre besoin d’être aimé?
De quelle façon faites-vous voir ce besoin aux autres?
Quels sont les résultats que vous obtenez habituellement? ”
ShiraDest
Date ‘normale’ : mercredi, 29 avril 2015
Date Universelle : samedi, 28 avril, 12015 èH (ère Holocène/Humaine)
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Hi there! Such a nice write-up, thank you!
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